rebirth

4 years now, since my last post. I thought it would be better for me to leave things un said. I guess the more you leave out, the more thoughts stays in your head. Things build up and 4 years later your crazy. The same problem carries on to your real life. You stop saying much and keeps thoughts to yourself.

This is just a theory, but people tend to be alone because they think too much. In those thoughts, they are entertained, think about what to say in a conversations, create scenarios and social situations that has not happened. Thats what I do.

I actually do that often due to the reason that things don't go my way. Society has failed me many times. While this has happened, I still keep that hope that some things, atleast, turn out well.

Its time for a change. Not a different change but more like a revert to how I was a couple years ago......Just minus the problems i gained from the military and constantly popping stacker 2's.

I used to be a deep and createful thinker. That part is still in me, its just hidden in this mess of thoughts.

In order for me to gain it back I shall VENT! Vent like I did before.....

I'm back!